Chasing Creativity

Somewhere along the way of growing up and becoming an adult, I’ve lost the ability to be creative so as I’ve lost my skills I am chasing creativity. I remember days of finishing 400-page books in 2 days, sketchbooks filled and worn till the bindings fell loose. I remember dreaming of scenes I could only write to share.

Now, my days are longer, productive, yet lack creativity and the spark I once had. My sketchbooks gather dust in the corner of my desk and all I see when I sleep is what is to come tomorrow. I haven’t read a book in years although I crave to find a new story I’d love. I haven’t written a short story in a decade although I lull my anxieties away each night with visions of a world not here.

As you can tell, this blog is dedicated to exploring the art of creativity and self-expression however it may come to me. This website has existed since December 2019, yet I have now published my first post on January 3rd, 2025. Maybe it was because of my fear of failure or my fear of perception. But really, how can I succeed if I do not fail, and how can I overcome fear if I do not grow?

I’m glad you’ve stumbled into my corner of the internet. I want to share my ideas, thoughts, dreams, etc. I want you to see the world both my reality and my fantasies as I see them. Whether you’re here out of curiosity, a shared passion, or just stumbled upon this corner of the internet, I’m grateful for your presence.

What Wick’d means to me and how it came to be

December 22, 2019 I had been lying sprawled across the floor of my friend’s bedroom following her undergraduate graduation. We spoke of our worries about entering the real world and mine about transferring to a new university. It was a scary time yet that night she gave me the vision of Wick’d under a different name.

Wick’d Muses was initially about celebrating the beauty and tragic life stories of historical and mythical women. I first sculpted my first Muse, Medusa in 2022, following a traumatic event I felt resonated with her entire being. My second Muses Ophelia was the sorrow that followed before I destroyed all of my work in a rage of insecurity and shame.

I have given up so many times, that I have nothing to lose now. There is no time for regrets either, I have to live in art to live a good life. There is no other balance for me. With a background in anthropology and medicine, I understand that art is one of the most important activities for expressing so many human emotions, sharing a collective idea, and alleviating psychological and emotional pain.

Chasing that drive, this blog is an extension of that passion, designed to ignite inspiration and foster a community of like-minded souls.

What to Expect Here are a few things you can look forward to on this blog:

  • Creative Inspiration: Ideas and stories to spark your imagination.
  • Behind the Scenes: A glimpse into the process of crafting my Muses.
  • Practical Tips: Guides and advice on embracing your creativity and finding beauty in the everyday.

Let’s Connect Don’t forget to subscribe to stay updated on latest posts and follow Wick’d Muses on social media for more inspiration and updates about the art process and handcrafted collections.

Thank you for stopping by. Here’s to new beginnings and shared journeys with WickdMuses!

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